Friday, October 26, 2007

Mystique

Just when people thought they have figured me out I throw something out there that shocks them and I love that about me. I love that people think they have me down or say oh she's this way or that way and then knock their socks off. It keeps my privacy and my sanity in a way because I would hate to just think I would reveal so much when I know so little about them. That's stupid and not how I am at all, I know when I was younger and naive I did it but now being older and wiser I learned the ropes and been around to know better than to trust everybody.

Having things to yourself and watching people reactions are a treat for me because unknowingly they reveal their true colors. You get to know people true intentions and their all out personalities and they don't even realize they're slipping. That's what I love about breaking through others persona's or facades they like to present when they are "getting to know you" stage.

So much is to be learned going through life but you know I always have to remember we are only here for a limited time so the best thing to do is to make the best of it and live it to the fullest!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Talk About Taking It SLOW!

I didn't go beyond my means but I did one hell of an upgrade if you ask me! I mean a girl only gets to splurge once in a while so why not treat myself right? Well this Xmas is going to be interesting because I got everybody in mind already together so I am very excited! Also I am very happy to say that I am registering for classes next semester so I'm hyped on getting back to the studying scene.

I know one thing for sure I have a lot of things ahead and a strong support system behind me! I also have a lot coming ahead and to look forward too personal wise and professionally as well but I don't want to spill the beans until everything falls into place. I feel so happy it's like the world at my fingertips for now. My mother's ways are showing more through me and that was bound to happen but she would be proud of her daughter no matter how silly I am at times. With new responsibility comes more challenges but nothing I can't handle so I'm pretty much prepared for anything that will come my way. Who wouldn't be I mean a new career direction with different goals planned and possibly new digs, the possibilities are endless if you ask me.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

How Can I Thank Him?

Well how can I ever thank Jehovah for everything he has done? Can I ever thank him enough?

How can I thank him for everything he has done for me thus far and for the future? He brought me through so much with my personal struggles and I finally see and appreciate the blessings that's before me. It's like when you're about to lose hope and seems like everything is not going right that is when he steps him and set things right! You know how of a difference simple manners make though? I know a man who gave his life and had a hand with Jehovah in creating life and made sure you had your chance at salvation. He suffered SO MUCH and gave up his perfect life. That's not to make anybody feel guilty or sad but did you know after all that there are times he NEVER got a simple THANK YOU? Well how do thank the person who gave up his life and The Father for such gifts?


Have you ever considered your life as a precious gift though it's temporary? Have you once wondered how can you ever thank an awesome wonder as he?

God knows there is never enough ways to thank him for everything he has done for me. Jehovah is the source of life so why not thank him for the opportunity to call him my friend. At times when I don't deserve it he still blesses me beyond compare. How can you say thank you for his mercy and peace? Thanking The Father who can defeat all things and even make sure that his tests are not more than you can bare. How to do that?


Well constant prayer is the first step because nobody likes being ignored so why not have that one on one talk with the one person that knows you BEST. Sometimes are problems can go round in circles and we don't know which way to go; the right way is up. There are 3 paths Life's way Your Way and HIS Way and what's so great about Jehovah is that he never forces anything from us. So it's all up to ourselves what direction we go but here's the funny thing about that.

Say you take Life's way what life say is good and you're stuck at a stumbling block? We say to ourselves well my mind told me to do it my way so we try that way and call ourselves trying to escape or hide from him. How can you hide from someone who's everywhere and knows where you are and what you're doing at ALL TIMES? LOL!


So now you're left with one path one way one truth and you finally see THE LIGHT! So how can you thank him, prayer of thanksgiving? Worship and faithful service? That's a question I will leave you the readers to walk away with!

For my friends that gave me an encouraging word at times when I thought my faith was all lost, I thank you as well but I had to take time out to give thanks to the one whose the source of all things!