It's Been A LONG TIME!

It's been so long but I've been so busy lately I just don't know what to say! Other than I need to remember to keep up with this blog. Well I have many goals I want to attain for now but I will reveal them in time. Now I have some fun things to share.

Since I last posted my youngest goddaughter has walked and now learning more words and I must say I'm proud. Well I still been writing just mostly funny things been coming to mind lately nothing on serious mode yet. I experienced another BETRAYAL but hey that's the story of my life when chicks get jealous.

Have an amazing companion now and along with that AMAZING family and friends that I couldn't be more blessed to have. I know many are going to think that I had it all along but hell I have to say I've been blessed.

What's New?

Well, I am right now working on my goals for the New Year and they are not only optimistic but they are also attainable! I have goals to graduate with excellent grade point average! I must to make sure I will be respected in the career of Law. I also plan on working on my relationship with Jehovah. If I can have time for everything else why not make time for the Creator of all things? I plan to start studying the Bible more detailed and more often on a daily basis.


I also plan on doing more volunteer work because it's the right thing you know? I love giving my time to more important things. I also plan on writing a book not about my life or anything but I think nobody would be interested. Beyond that I plan on moving into the Condo of my dreams along with driving the SUV of my dreams the Range Rover. I also decided to be more social with intelligent people on my level. I don't have anymore time for immaturity or other kinds of nonsense. I love making people laugh and Entertaining my guests or people along the way but I refuse to entertain stupidity.

I will make sure to write about pop culture as I seen and witnessed it through the years but it's going to come from a whole different perspective that many never expected! I want to get statements from many and just do what I do best, add intelligence with humor and pray it gets to the homes of those who will appreciate my work.

Can't Tell Me Nothing!

Those words ring true to me because I have a gold I'm working on tirelessly and that's having a wonderful productive Spirit FILLED life! Without Jehovah there is no me and I must make things right before I do anything else in life! Not join a church that goes against everything Jehovah requires of me! That is totally out of the question! What is for me is whatever my Father has prepared and ready for me!

My God knows what's best for me but I can tell you know Jehovah is wonderful and now I have goals that are not only attainable but worth while! I am going to work very hard to achieve them because I want that life and I'm not going to let nothing or anyone get in my way. I first have to get my priorities together and that is my relationship with Jehovah and if that means having to go to a different Kingdom Hall to get results then so be it! I'm tired of having to hunt people down I mean I will study and be prepared then get thrown a curve ball and that's not right and it's totally not fair and I doubt that is how Jehovah instructs his people. Yes I got told off on a number of occasions but then for folks to get nasty it gets me angry and I am tired of being Miss Nice!

I say I have to get on my if you want it SNATCH IT MODE!! I try to make friends but I don't fit in with some of the brothers and sisters. I mean I fit in but I guess I'm not on their level or good enough for them! But I will have to show others I am good enough I'm not somebody to be looked over. I went through that enough as a kid. Being looked over for whatever the reason may be! I understand people make mistakes but it's time I start making some initiatives!!!

Now I'm going to read more and study more often I need that reference Bible that will probably help me understand. See, the Scriptures are the answers to many of life's questions. They say life don't come with an instruction manual and I disagree! The Scriptures for me is my life instruction manual and I must maintain and improve my walk with Christ! I do believe in Jehovah , I just don't believe in what man is trying to do as in worship his way and carry on life their way instead of how Jehovah clearly instructed us how! Their way is just selfish and the intentions are not pure! The Bible is clear accurate and very honest and that is why it is the source of my strength and faith and it's and answers to life's tribulation's.

Well, I will be meeting with a realtor on Monday with cousin Ruby if Jehovah's willing because I will steps closer to the life I wanted for years! Yes, we all want to live comfortably but my comfort zone is independently around the city where everything is happening! I am pursuing my career goals one step at a time! My prayers are finally answered but I must say the struggle I went through it was well worth it!

Well something new I got my magazine and my books along with my brand new laptop and I am enjoying it very much to be honest. I'm like a kid at Christmas enjoying her new toys and just have to tinker with everything and I am just as giddy. Though it took long to set up I must say I need to have a little more patient.

I am looking through my books and I can't wait to get started working on these individual cases. I mean this is so exciting I can't wait to begin the work!! I am prepared and ready to take on the challenges ahead. I have Jehovah in my corner so I know I will need plenty of prayer to get me through! What is amazing to me is that it seems like all my prayers are being bestowed upon me right in front of my eyes and it's nothing short of a miracle.

Well I have one more package to wait for and my year is complete and once that package come through that will be all she wrote for me. I need to be plenty prepared for the big things that's going to happen. With Jehovah on my side there is no limit to what I can do or handle. I know I will have my struggles and will make mistakes I mean I'm human but with Jehovah on my side and by my side I know I can do all things!

University Of Miami HERE I COME!

Yes, come on new semester I'm ready for Law School I'm so READY!!! I can't wait to get started working on individual cases and to start being fabulous. That's my taste sorry it sounds so arrogant but that's me I love being fabulous and I can't have anything that's less than that. I'm worth more than that and so are other ladies in the working field that work for their nice things and some change!

You know I never thought I would acquire this attitude because I always been such a tomboy who loves the simple things. Yes I still do enjoy the simple things but who doesn't love an upgrade? Who doesn't love being among the prestigious elites. I know one things for sure I'm not cheating myself out of anything anymore and that's what I've been doing for some time now. I'm not going to do that anymore I'm treating myself!

I'm loving the single life because I don't have to answer to anybody about anything and it's more about my needs seeing that I'm fully complete and one with myself! Once you're at peace with yourself there is nothing that can compare to that inner peace.

I got my books for my classes and I'm ready for classes to begin IMMEDIATELY I'm so impatient I just can't take it anymore! Nobody knows how deep my passion runs for law and how I know it back and forth so you know it's really exciting taking the big step and finally finishing faster than I estimated. I owe it to myself anyway if you want my honest opinion.

Well, I will be very busy studying and dedicating my time to my work and that means a lot to me now. My focus isn't on romance or anything like that, it's solely on family, education and career and that's the only thing that drives me now! With my mind solely focused on a lifetime goal there is nothing I can't do. Nothing, no matter what the obstacles I can and will achieve my life long goal finally and that is being satisfied and happy with MY decisions and my dreams! Not trying to satisfy or live for others. It's about me and as selfish as it sounds I say it's about time!

So Exciting!

Very exciting that I don't have to deal with the crowd on Black Friday since I got my Holiday shopping done ahead of time. I can't wait for classes to start and I am too impatient but things will happen in time. Good things are happening all the way around for my friends and family and I got to thank God for that because it is because of him everything is coming into light. It's amazing in every sense of the word!

Well I'm still torn about going on this trip out of town because I have a strong feeling I am going to be bored as all outdoors! Well instead of griping and complaining I decided to look at the good things about it. Well it will be a fresh trip away from it all and see what is the big deal about Tampa besides Bush Gardens.

I haven't updated my other blog in a while but with all the excitement going on I almost totally forgot about it! Well I won't forget this time because I got something great for the next update! I also have a comical blog that I created and it's created out of pure fun and laughs. Nothing more than that but I know one thing for sure I get so agitated by family that I'm strongly having second thoughts about this trip. I guess I will see by next week. I do plan on traveling more often but they will be private trips!

I don't like to be around of folks because they tend to be pests. You won't have alone time and it can get annoying so why be bothered right? It just irks me when you come with an idea it's like I want to do it too or I want to come. It's like go on your own time. LOL!!!

I'm really on the edge waiting for my youngest godchild present......

I hope they have it on time and ready!

Mystique

Just when people thought they have figured me out I throw something out there that shocks them and I love that about me. I love that people think they have me down or say oh she's this way or that way and then knock their socks off. It keeps my privacy and my sanity in a way because I would hate to just think I would reveal so much when I know so little about them. That's stupid and not how I am at all, I know when I was younger and naive I did it but now being older and wiser I learned the ropes and been around to know better than to trust everybody.

Having things to yourself and watching people reactions are a treat for me because unknowingly they reveal their true colors. You get to know people true intentions and their all out personalities and they don't even realize they're slipping. That's what I love about breaking through others persona's or facades they like to present when they are "getting to know you" stage.

So much is to be learned going through life but you know I always have to remember we are only here for a limited time so the best thing to do is to make the best of it and live it to the fullest!