Those words ring true to me because I have a gold I'm working on tirelessly and that's having a wonderful productive Spirit FILLED life! Without Jehovah there is no me and I must make things right before I do anything else in life! Not join a church that goes against everything Jehovah requires of me! That is totally out of the question! What is for me is whatever my Father has prepared and ready for me!
My God knows what's best for me but I can tell you know Jehovah is wonderful and now I have goals that are not only attainable but worth while! I am going to work very hard to achieve them because I want that life and I'm not going to let nothing or anyone get in my way. I first have to get my priorities together and that is my relationship with Jehovah and if that means having to go to a different Kingdom Hall to get results then so be it! I'm tired of having to hunt people down I mean I will study and be prepared then get thrown a curve ball and that's not right and it's totally not fair and I doubt that is how Jehovah instructs his people. Yes I got told off on a number of occasions but then for folks to get nasty it gets me angry and I am tired of being Miss Nice!
I say I have to get on my if you want it SNATCH IT MODE!! I try to make friends but I don't fit in with some of the brothers and sisters. I mean I fit in but I guess I'm not on their level or good enough for them! But I will have to show others I am good enough I'm not somebody to be looked over. I went through that enough as a kid. Being looked over for whatever the reason may be! I understand people make mistakes but it's time I start making some initiatives!!!
Now I'm going to read more and study more often I need that reference Bible that will probably help me understand. See, the Scriptures are the answers to many of life's questions. They say life don't come with an instruction manual and I disagree! The Scriptures for me is my life instruction manual and I must maintain and improve my walk with Christ! I do believe in Jehovah , I just don't believe in what man is trying to do as in worship his way and carry on life their way instead of how Jehovah clearly instructed us how! Their way is just selfish and the intentions are not pure! The Bible is clear accurate and very honest and that is why it is the source of my strength and faith and it's and answers to life's tribulation's.
Well, I will be meeting with a realtor on Monday with cousin Ruby if Jehovah's willing because I will steps closer to the life I wanted for years! Yes, we all want to live comfortably but my comfort zone is independently around the city where everything is happening! I am pursuing my career goals one step at a time! My prayers are finally answered but I must say the struggle I went through it was well worth it!
