On August 15, 2007 I lost my beautiful mother! She died and for some reason I really don't felt I lost her. Yes I get selfish at times and wish to have her back now more than ever, but then again I'm happy she's no longer suffering and having to deal with this wicked disgusting world.
Many people are still going on telling me I should grieve but the process ended for me at the funeral to be honest. I know that I did all I could do and that I loved her more than anything. With all the rumors going on afterwards, it upsets me that people don't have enough respect for my mother at least to leave me alone. There are the bitter, the envious, and just hateful alike, I'll tell you what though; those monkey fools won't stop or run the show!
I am blessed to have my amazing godparents because without them only God knows where would I be emotionally, physically, and mentally. I resumed classes yesterday and I must say I really have more strength than what I thought I had. It took a lot to deal with the crap I'm dealing with afterwards and it took a lot to even attend seeing her in that casket. Just seeing my mother my best friend not being able to tell me she love me anymore just broke my heart. Then I just felt satisfied knowing she is no longer in pain or sick.
My godparents have been very amazing to me and I just can't thank God enough for that blessing. My mother made the perfect choice when she picked my godparents Patricia and Lawrence Jenrette. They are the best anybody could ask for! Then my god sisters what more can I ask for? They are the best! One gave me my god daugther and she is my heart! I love being a godparent more than anything.
I just don't like the bitterness going around now with the nasty lies and comments but I say to those going around with a negative comment and idiotic ideas, God Bless You because your foolishness and stupidity added with your ignorance makes me stronger and improves my patience.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Sunday, August 5, 2007
CRUNCH TIME!
You know I had one heck of a weekend but it's crunch time. I have a long huge project to type and I'm not really worried about it but the thing is having to print all those pages will drive anybody nuts if you ask me!
Hey no biggie I have classes tomorrow and I can say I'm a bit okay because we have a buffer test to take and then I have so much to study but I can't wait because for some reason I really love to do tests. Studying is my thing but the thing that gets on my nerves is having to take the test and I get so damn nervous it just drives me nuts.
My thing is waiting on the new Rush Hour 3 film starring one of my favorite actors Chris Tucker. His comedic films are great but what's outstanding about Chris is that unlike some comedic actors his talent is not limited to comedy. His skills in Dead Presidents just blew me away!
As far as everything else has been going, well I've been working on a couple of surprises and I must say that I am happy that I will be the one that will bring a lot of smiles to people who least expect it. That includes my goddaughters. They don't know what's gong to hit them when they get a surprise visit with gifts along with the ride.
My eyes were filled with glee when I seen a Tinkerbell themed journal. I know it seems quite childish but if you only knew how much I love the little fairy nobody would suspect that I'm actually 25 years old now. Though I can be very playful I'm not to be messed with when it's time to be serious. I am very fierce when I have to be!
Can't believe I finished reading Aphrodite's book so quickly but I must say each account that she penned were really some revelations that I thought were an eye opener among other things. I just hope that many would go beyond the unnecessary hype of others trying to down the book and pick it up and read it! It's something they will actually learn about besides reading idiotic gossip blogs that are relentless in revealing scandal and controversies that are mostly malicious lies. I guess it's human nature to tear down someone they are jealous of these days.
Well I'm off for now but before I log off I just want readers out there to remember, there's nothing wrong with NOT following the crowd because being different is what makes us ALL special. Remember to stay focused on your goals because nothing or anybody can stop you from achieving them but yourself! Also, stay true to yourself and the rest will naturally follow!
Form an entity of creativity to another! God Bless You ALL!
Hey no biggie I have classes tomorrow and I can say I'm a bit okay because we have a buffer test to take and then I have so much to study but I can't wait because for some reason I really love to do tests. Studying is my thing but the thing that gets on my nerves is having to take the test and I get so damn nervous it just drives me nuts.
My thing is waiting on the new Rush Hour 3 film starring one of my favorite actors Chris Tucker. His comedic films are great but what's outstanding about Chris is that unlike some comedic actors his talent is not limited to comedy. His skills in Dead Presidents just blew me away!
As far as everything else has been going, well I've been working on a couple of surprises and I must say that I am happy that I will be the one that will bring a lot of smiles to people who least expect it. That includes my goddaughters. They don't know what's gong to hit them when they get a surprise visit with gifts along with the ride.
My eyes were filled with glee when I seen a Tinkerbell themed journal. I know it seems quite childish but if you only knew how much I love the little fairy nobody would suspect that I'm actually 25 years old now. Though I can be very playful I'm not to be messed with when it's time to be serious. I am very fierce when I have to be!
Can't believe I finished reading Aphrodite's book so quickly but I must say each account that she penned were really some revelations that I thought were an eye opener among other things. I just hope that many would go beyond the unnecessary hype of others trying to down the book and pick it up and read it! It's something they will actually learn about besides reading idiotic gossip blogs that are relentless in revealing scandal and controversies that are mostly malicious lies. I guess it's human nature to tear down someone they are jealous of these days.
Well I'm off for now but before I log off I just want readers out there to remember, there's nothing wrong with NOT following the crowd because being different is what makes us ALL special. Remember to stay focused on your goals because nothing or anybody can stop you from achieving them but yourself! Also, stay true to yourself and the rest will naturally follow!
Form an entity of creativity to another! God Bless You ALL!
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
I'm BACK!
Hey,
I'm back again after a little hiatus but I'm here and I will be updating my other blog to keep the knowledge rolling! It's been a crazy week last week and this week has been kind of the straighten things out week. I had issues beyond belief going on but this week was putting things together week. The family is great now but the only thing driving me nuts is school.
You know Med school is awesome and if I had a choice I would never leave the school. Why I say that is because it's my only escape from a lot of things that irk my nerves. I purchased Aphrodite's Book and I have the three day wait to look forward to and you know what? That's not bad! I had a lesson in patience last week so what's three days right?
My HUGE prescription packet for class is going to due soon and I want to DIE because I procrastinated so long that it's not funny. Now I have to get the ball rolling. I got stared last week and it's due next Thursday so you know I'm about to loose my mind but I want to pass so I won't get stuck up again so lets get it started. I know I'm not the only one who waits until the last minute to do projects.
I'm back again after a little hiatus but I'm here and I will be updating my other blog to keep the knowledge rolling! It's been a crazy week last week and this week has been kind of the straighten things out week. I had issues beyond belief going on but this week was putting things together week. The family is great now but the only thing driving me nuts is school.
You know Med school is awesome and if I had a choice I would never leave the school. Why I say that is because it's my only escape from a lot of things that irk my nerves. I purchased Aphrodite's Book and I have the three day wait to look forward to and you know what? That's not bad! I had a lesson in patience last week so what's three days right?
My HUGE prescription packet for class is going to due soon and I want to DIE because I procrastinated so long that it's not funny. Now I have to get the ball rolling. I got stared last week and it's due next Thursday so you know I'm about to loose my mind but I want to pass so I won't get stuck up again so lets get it started. I know I'm not the only one who waits until the last minute to do projects.
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